best performance of grammy night..

i love this...

C.R.U.S.H.

Yeah I got one really bad, lets see how long it last...

she brought sexy back

AND FORWARD

Christina Rocked it HardCore on the Grammy Red Carpet....

I am soo S H O C K E D

I dont know what to say but by now Im sure everyone has heard.. Anna Nicole Smith has passed away...

eh....

I dont know how I feel about this, I love MC but a Playboy cover even if she isnt nude inside. Ugh I dunno I hope this isnt a bad career move, but then again it's just magazine cover like FMH,Stuff, and Maxim, Im going to buy it."To read the article"

Happy Birthday

To my HERO... LADY O..

happy birthday to ME!!!

I cant believe Im 25!!! Crazy...

it's offiical

NY Senator Hillary Rodham Clinton has officially entered the race for the 2008 Democratic presidential nomination. I for one am extremely excited about this, I have been a huge supporter of the Clinton's. I worked for Bill's campaign during the 1996 election against Bob Dole, by putting up signs around the neighborhood and handing out button and bumper stickers. Keep in mind that was 11 years ago, and I was only 15. But it should be interesting to see how things unfold, Sen. Barack Obama still may throw his hat into the race, along with New Mexico Gov. Bill Richardson, embarking on a bid to become the first Hispanic to reside as president as well as the party's 2004 vice presidential candidate, John Edwards,and possibly others to follow. Clearly right now tho Sen. Clinton is the front runner but the most amazing thing to look at is the amount of diversity coming out for the election, that alone should make the American people proud. Stay Tuned.

makes my heart skip a beat

same story different song

I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you so
I should have held on tight
I never should've let you go
I did nothing
I was stupid
I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I could not fathom that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself

I didn't know you
I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt
The feeling that I'm feeling now
Now that I don't
Hear your voice
Or even touch or even kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
What I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
We belong together

When you left
I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please
We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
Baby nobody else
We belong together

I can't sleep at night
When you're all on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Singing to me
'If you think you're lonely now'
Wait a minute
This is too deep, too deep
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
I only think of you
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart
I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things
Crying
Trying to figure out
Where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
Ain't even half of what
I'm feeling inside
I need you
Need you back in my life baby

When you left
I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please
We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
Baby nobody else
We belong together

We Belong Together is without a doubt probably the best R&B song recorded in the past 20 years. Yeah the song is a little old and you are probably wondering why are I am posting the lyrics well it's simple. I am still head over heels in love with my ex and this song expresses how I feel 120%. The pain of letting a love go, only to realize there's not another one like it. With that said this one is for you babe.

eh could be worst

Porn Starlet Mary Carey decided to mock Mariah Carey, who is trying to stop Mary from trademarking her name. MC's lawyers say that they are worried about fans getting them confused. Eh im not sure about that BUT I can understand MC wouldn't want share the Carey brand. Not that there's any doubt but I'm definitely Team MC.



pic via fourfour. check them out on the right.

what goes around

Now that's a single cover..

brand new year

So New Year Eve has come and gone, and some of us hardly remember it, I personally decided to go a different route rather than going out club hoping. This year, well last year I wasnt really feeling the 'let's go out, drink and dancing mode' it was more the 'lets get some friends together with good food, good drinks deal.'It was nice and very chill just the way I like it, I hope all of you had a wonderful time as well whatever you did. Ive been reading the Anderson Cooper book Dispatches From The Edge and he had a great quote about New Years that I thought pretty much sums up the whole holiday. "I've always thought that New Year's Eve is proof that human beings are essentially optimistic creatures. Despite hundreds of years of pathetic parties and hellish hangovers, we contiune to cling to the notion that its possible to have fun on that night. It's not. There's too much pressure, too many expectations, too few bathrooms."

So true Anderson, so true. New Years to me isnt about the parties it's about the idea that there' a New Year to do all over, whatever mistakes you made in the past year, you can leave them there and have a fresh start. As far as resolutions go, they are pretty much health related, great better and hit the gym like every other America, except in my case Im not fat I just want to turn my 6 pack to a 8. But over all Im really looking forward to 2007, I turn 25 which by itself its a big deal to me. Mostly because Im hoping that I grow up a helluva lot this year lol, I cant keep fucking around forever. And by fucking around, I def dont mean sex.

happy new years

merry christmas

pic via mariahdaily.com

the Holiday

So a few weeks ago, I saw the Holiday the romantic comedy with Jude Law and Cameron Diaz. The premise of the movie sounded interesting I didnt realize that home swaping actually took place until I saw it on craigslist. So basically the movie is about two women who are going thru difficult times in their love lives, they both are looking for a change when they meet online, on a house swaping site. They both agree to the swap and of course like ever other romantic comedy they both fall in love. Like it happens that easily in life. Now what makes the movie really interesting is the message, Kate Winslet character Iris is in love with a guy who only sees her as a booty call basically. He only calls when he wants something or is convenient for him, and she runs to him each time. I remember thinking come on woman leave his ass alone. But then I was thinking how many times I have "sweated" a guy who didn't give me anything in return. Thru out the movie she develops more backbone and self confidence really in herself. So at the end she realizes how great she is and how she deserves soo much more. This movie could have easily been a guy hating movie, sending out the message all men suck.. but it doesn't the reality is yeah a lot of them are asshole but not all.

Relationships are so tricky and they shouldn't be. If people who be more honest and up front about what they want it would save so much heartache and pain. I usually watch a movie and enjoy it, I don't usually think about the real content. Their were a few times in the movie I told my friend I should have brought a note pad to take notes. In matter of fact I may go see it again and do so lol... To me the Holiday wasn't just a cute date movie but it was an empowering and inspiring movie that reminded me that I deserve the world and not to settle for someone who cant give you a star.

pics via yahoo.com/movies

whats hot now..

The first half of the new Fall T.V. season is almost over, and I def have found more winners than losers, "Heros", "Ugly Betty" are gems. Not to mention "Grey's Anatomy", and "Desperate Housewives". Can you believe this is my first year watching Grey's? But there are two shows, that happen to come on the Sunday night that really take the cake.

"The Amazing Race" which is an oldie and "Brothers and Sisters" which is a newbie. Like Grey's this is my first time around catching "The Amazing Race", who happened to have just wrapped their 10th season this past Sunday. And I'm over the moon that my boys won the competition, I had been a Tyler and James fan from the start. The fact that they are hot probably played a big part in that also. Tho I am sad to see the show go, the upside is that it will be back in February with it's All-Star Edition.

You know I remember from back in the spring when there was talk about a possible new show for ABC called "Brothers and Sisters". All I knew was that Calista Flockhart was attached to the project and that was all I needed to hear. You have to be crazy not to have liked or at least seen an episode of Ally McBeal. But like the dramas on the screen there were a lot of behind the screen antics as well, writers in and out, actors being re casted, the pilot being shot, and re shot. With all of that said I was still eagerly looking forward to show, only knowing the basic plot. Basically the show gets picked up officially and months for it's premiere, the critics completey trash it. Thank god, people can think for themselves because "Brothers and Sisters" has become a breakout hit for ABC. The show has everything that a good family drama needs, A great cast(Sally Fields, Calista Flockhart, Rachel Griffins - who I hated on Sixth Feet Under but love on here) great heart warming story telling and a gay son lol.

I didn't grow up with a close family and that probably has made me a tad bit cynical when it comes to "family love" idea. Btw this isn't a woe is me moment, just the point that every week after watching "Brothers and Sisters" I find myself longing for that happy yet dysfunctional family. Any show that can evoke that can of emotion out of me, now that's what I call good T.V.

"Brothers and Sisters" air Sunday nights following "Desperate Housewives"

phase it out..

Unless you have been living under a rock for the past two weeks, I am sure you all have heard about the Michael Richards outbust. Now I have been debating for awhile exactly what I wanted to say, cause believe me I def have an opinion on the matter.

So basically Michael Richards (Kramer from Seinfeld) was doing a stand-up routine in LA, and some blacks guys started talking shit (surpise surpise) and that bastard went crazy and took it back to 1802; "Nigger this and Nigger that, and we should hang ya ass". Of course media had a field day with this,the public was shocked with disbelief.NIGGA PLEASE.. do you think Michael Richards is the only white man in America that feels that way? Hell No, he just happen to be the one that got caught on camera. Im not mad at him, or holding a grudge against him. I mean I never watched or liked Seinfeld anyways.

The interesting thing is that here in America we have something called Free Speech, you do not have to agree with what someone says. But they have the right to say whatever they want, no matter how irresponisble it may be. I know most people would not agree with what I say 9 times out of 10. But I have that right to say whatever I please. Now as a black male, I still dont care what he said, Why? because Im a not a nigger and that word does not bother me. There's is nothing associated with that word that describes me. I can think of a few other words but that is not one of them.

You know the way I see it, that if society really has a problem with the word. STOP USING IT. Im talkin to you rappers and street thugs, "whats up my nigga" ( Changing the ER to an A doesnt mean shit!) and wigga white boys "that's my nigga". You call yourself and each other that name so much, it has become cool, just like bitch. But dont let the wrong person call you that, then you are ready to fight or better yet you run out and hire high-profile attorney Gloria Allred to try and collect a quick pay day. Leave the man alone, he said it, he apologized, move on. Jesse Jackson,Al Sharpton dont need to get involved, Mel(the jew hater)Gibson doesnt need to try and take up for him. Btw when did Mel Gibson get his crebitability back to be helping somebody out?

At the end of the day, only Michael Richards nows how he truly feel, but if he's racist, I wish he would just say yeah I dont like you, rather than blame it on drinking or stress or blah blah blah.. dont give me that shit. I mean I dont like Mexicans especially the ones who work in resturants and dont have good hygiene. It just pays to be honest.

fight a good cause.

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